Mike Tyson
has revealed that he is on the verge of dying from alcohol and drug abuse after
years of lying about being sober.
The former
heavyweight champion made the startling revelation while at a press conference
to promote ESPN's Friday Night Fights at the Turning Stone Resort in Verona,
New York on Friday.
'I'm a bad guy sometimes,' he said. 'I did a lot of bad things, and I want to be forgiven... I wanna change my life, I wanna live a different life now. I wanna live my sober life. 'I don't wanna die. I’m on the verge of dying, because I’m a vicious alcoholic.'
'I've been
lying to everybody else that think I was sober, but I'm not,' he admitted.
'This is my sixth day. I'm never gonna use again.'
Tyson's
struggle with alcohol and drugs has been well documented; he has been in and
out of rehab three times.
He has also admitted that around five years ago he was
contemplating suicide and overdosing - just before his four-year-old daughter
Exodus died on May 26, 2009 when she was strangled by a cord while playing on a
treadmill. He said that the tragedy served as a wake up call.
'I didn't think I'd be here much longer,' Tyson said. 'I was
planning on killing myself. I was overdosing every night. I couldn't believe it
- that I was waking up. Living life is different for me.
'I had to change my life. It's been hell, but I'm happy to
be alive.'
In an interview with Nightline in July 2012, Tyson claimed
he had been sober for three years.
'I'm just constantly working on turning. It doesn’t happen
overnight,' Tyson said in the interview.
'I may have a good few years in me but it's still not out of
me. You still have to work consistently. Every moment of the day you have to
work because your demons always - that's who you are.'
His comments on Friday came as he spoke about trying to make
amends with Teddy Atlas, his former trainer whom he famously fell out with in the
early 1980s.
Tyson said he knew Atlas was going to be at the Fight Night
Fights event and described how he initially struggled with how he would handle
seeing him again.
'I didn't have a good thought in mind about that at first,
because I'm negative and I'm dark,' Tyson said. 'And I wanna do bad stuff. I
wanna hang out in this neighborhood alone [pointing to his head].
'That's dangerous to hang out in this neighborhood alone up
here, right? It wants to kill everything. It wants to kill me, too.'
He added of Atlas: 'He has to know this is sincere. I don't
wanna fight you no more. I was wrong. I'm sorry.'
Last month, Tyson announced he's teaming with director Spike
Lee to bring Tyson's one-man Broadway stage show, Mike Tyson: Undisputed Truth,
to HBO later this year.
Tyson's wife, Kiki, wrote the script for the stage show,
which toured the country earlier this year.
Tyson said it reflects his life's journey from Brooklyn
street tough guy to happily married father, and credits his wife for his foray
into promoting.
'I'm incredibly grateful to HBO for partnering with me and
for believing in my story,' Tyson said. 'It is an honor and a privilege to be
working with them to bring my one-man show, 'Undisputed Truth,' to live on the
television screen.'
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